Four Thirty Five (435) wrote,
Four Thirty Five

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I'm Rather Confused...

For the first nineteen years of my young life, I was a reject; Unattractive, unappealing, overlooked. My distinguishing characteristics were red hair, er... The hair. And an intellect that overshadowed my peers. School, where conformity is king, was hell for me. Then, in my last quarter of college, something strange happened.

I became Oddly_Appealing to some. Four men I knew would have liked a li'l sumpin-sumpin from der redhed, as did the woman whom currently is recieving said sumpin-sumpin. This was a definite Change™. Since then, I've been in two physical relationships, and have been rejected outright by the other women I've had interest in. Pretty depressing shit, really.

Now, yet another Change™. Within the last month I've had two more friends (one male, one female) tell me that, if nothing would damage the friendship or other friendships by it, they'd rend my clothes from my body and take me where I stood. One of my previous paramours is still very taken with me.

All I have to say is... The hell?

And... why couldn't this have happened sooner?
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